| |
|
|
| 10:49am 06/06/2005 |
| |
mood:  anxious
|
two more days till im off
yayehh
two years ago, my counselor told me i wasnt going to graduate even if i tried...now, im going to graduate...haw haw
im soo happy im leaving this hell hole
yaayyeehhh |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 12:50pm 03/06/2005 |
| |
mood:  blank
|
I forgot to say something in my last entry so here it goes...
it happened on a tuesday...everything was going fine at school..until i got home
my sister needed a place to stay at and my mom had an extra room so it seemed like a good idea. My sister asked my mom and she said no...
we wondered why she said no..i thought it was because she just wanted to be alone or something..
so my mom asked my dad if she could stay at the house... my dad wanted me and monica to come to the house to discuss it...discussing something means yelling and crying so monica said she didnt want to come over.
instead, she talked to my dad on the phone in my house. this is what my dad said
D: First of all, i dont want you to stay over here because i dont want your room to get trashed like last year
M: Im an adult now, i know how to clean up after myself, i lived in an apartment.
D: Secondly, me and your mom are separated....
^ wth? yes, i learned a few days ago they have been seperated for a year...
my mom says that dad hasnt been sleeping at the house since i left...he also did not come home on the weekends. my mom finally said "if you arent happy, dont come home"
so they are separated because my dad has been having an affair..
They are happier now so its good but my dad is fucked up...i feel sad for my mom but it wasnt a good idea to keep it in for a year....i dunno
i keep thinking about it and think my dad is an asshole..
he still takes showers over at the house but doesnt sleep there
i dunno what im feeling.... |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 01:08pm 02/06/2005 |
| |
this school year is coming to a close..thank goodness
im leaving for Big Bear, they got a beauty college up there so it will be fun
cant wait to leave this hell hole
im getting another dog...its a puppy black lab
its going to be fun up there
see you when/whereever |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 12:30pm 27/05/2005 |
| |
mood:  drunk
|
A lot of shit happened this past month or so.
First off, senior speech...it was okay but i could have done much better. I passed though. Its pretty cool graduating.. eight more school days!
Second, prom.. I guess it was a lot of confusion. First, I thought I was going to be in charge with the limo thingy but this guy I dont know kicked me out.. it was soo stupid. Im still mad.. My prom dress was $382 dollars..kind of a lot but its my prom, why not go all out? I rented a sedan for me and Rich... Since its almost our 1 year, we're going to The Marine Room before prom...its super expensive. Im getting my nails done today after school. My hair is going to be 30-60 dollars and the seemstress was only 15.. Im also getting my makeup done at Macy's again. Its going to be cool.
Third, whats going on with everyone? No ones calling me, talking to me or anything. Its very immiture and idiotic. Ohh well, I dont know whats going on but if people what to talk to me, whatever, if you dont, i dont care. Just to let everyone know, (if they dont already know) Im leaving San Diego for Big Bear. If you dont want to talk to me, dont consider me a friend. Its fucked up...
Well, TTYL! :) |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 01:12pm 24/05/2005 |
| |
I was the one going to be in charge of the limo
now this random guy throws me out of....ugh \
everyone sucks... |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 01:07pm 24/05/2005 |
| |
mood:  you suck
|
school sucks, i cant wait to get out of here
this whole prom thing sucks
First, it was my idea to get a limo
Second, i dont know that guy
Third, you guys suck....
fourth, bf cant drive cause cops are after him
why arent people calling me ever?
whoever reads this sucks...
stupid people suck
everyone sucks |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 12:20pm 09/03/2005 |
| |
im getting a new one...you will get notified |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 01:07pm 22/02/2005 |
| |
mood:  hungry
|
wow, i havent updated in like forever...well, three more days till my b-day. Im going to mexico with my sis. anywho, all is good. Rich and I have been dating for 8 months. Im going to update later because the bell might ring soon and I dont know what to write. |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 07:40am 15/09/2004 |
| |
mood:  restless
|
Long update
hm, its 7:40 in the morning. Last night was a drag. I was hypravenalating (spelling) about school work. having 24 hour fitness, marching band, business english, econ, virtual enterprise is fucking hard. i dont know what to do. i had tons of homework to do last night so i did it. i didnt go to tuesday night rehearsal. Last night made me think about stuff and was rewarding to me and shit;..so i didnt tell my mom i wasnt going to tuesday night so guess who calls my mom..........
Mr. Sperling...
He said that i have been missing a few days of class, and that friday night preformance and the marching test thingy. i was screwed....now she knows everything and we got in a fight. i should have went but then i wouldnt figure shit out and do the stuff that i need to. FUCK...damn opprotunity costs....
anywho, yeah...i didnt get enough sleep last night and im hella tired but im going to second tutorial for band so yay for me? mr. sperling is supposed to talk to me today. mannn, why did i join band? this bites. |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 10:45pm 18/07/2004 |
| |
this week i gotta do stuff...
go shopping for clothes for senior pics
i need to work out
fill out applications for jobs
bbl |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| EE!` |
|
|
| 02:11pm 17/06/2004 |
| |
mood: nervous
|
wow, i have a driving lesson today and im nervous....hahahaha...good times |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 09:57am 17/06/2004 |
| |
mood:  high
|
Geeezzz....i was tttiiirrred (tired) last night...shiiet |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 09:46am 10/06/2004 |
| |
mood: hungry
|
SOMETHIN FISHY IS GOING ON HERE!!
Its sad about this "ananymous poster"
she/he is just to scared to face their own problem...
If this person is talking about all the problems SOMEONE ELSEs, why dont they look at their own problems
this person could be a freshman, sophmore, junior or senior, i dont care. you are about to enter the adult world and hiding ur face behind a mask is something a 2nd grader does..
think about it, its immature and dumb
dumb and immature....whatever
if any of you plan on writing anything in my journal, there are ways of finding you out..and if i know who u are, i would yank ur head back, cut ur neck with an end to a scissors, keep cutting until its off ur body, peel the skin off of your head, take ur eye balls out and put it in my eye jar, cut your nose off, take the skull, feed ur brain to a cow, if he likes that nasty shit, use the skull as a souvenier, like the skin, and use ur body as a scarecrow...i'll go into more detail later about the body....if u dont want to die like this, talk to us instead of being a second grader. maybe we can talk about this situation like adults instead of dumbass, okay....well i gotta go...oh yeah, if we DID talk behind ur back, why would we? ur not important to us by any means...just like to let you know...
PEACE! |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 06:50pm 07/06/2004 |
| |
mood:  crappy
|
I was thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned
and I have to speculate that god himself
did make us into corresponding shapes like
puzzle pieces from the clay
and true, it may seem like a stretch, but
its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
head when you're away when I am missing
you to death
when you are out there on the road for
several weeks of shows and when you scan
the radio, I hope this song will guide you
i just like this song...i dunno why |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 06:14pm 07/06/2004 |
| |
mood: crappy
|
Student Appreciation Day today
Got out early
Timed Writing in english
Accounting Final due tomorrow
I have reading to do for english
Ughh..Homework in History
2 timed writings
...yea, on top of all of that I found out my dad has carpel tunnel syndrome...at least we know what it is..he has it in both hands. I feel bad eventhough we never talk..it sucks. we never did..
thats all..
fun at Student app. day i guess....just wrote in yearbooks. nothing amazing went on
now im online talking to people...woop dee do!
procrastination is kicking in again :-/
i hate when that happens
graduation on thursday...im going for the afterparties..hahahahawwwwww
thats mostly it..
im hungry and tired..
i need to get out of here |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 07:59pm 03/06/2004 |
| |
mood:  blah
|
Today is my sisters 20th birthday. Her friends left her to do other shit and moms being a jackass so she wasnt feeling it today
After school we went to pick up some stuff from the house to put it into her summer apartment on campus. Its really nice and a lot of space to put shit
after that we were driving along and we decided not to go eat at JBX. We ate at this Pasta Expresso resturant. it was really neat..then we got shakes at JBX :-D
I feel really bad because i didnt get her anything for her birthday. Maybe i should have gotten her new clothes so she wouldnt have to look like me anymore..hahaha. So yeah, im at home, procrastinating. I used to do soo good in school but like now im slacking off..it sucks major balls. i have good grades but uhh.. i dont have that extra push anymore. Im soo tired, eventhough i had like 11 hours of sleep last night. STUPID MOVING! GRRRR..
Anywho, yeah, band sucked....i couldnt do my scales right. damn band...im going to talk to my counselor to try to switch my schedule around. lets keep our fingers crossed.
I gotta go do mucho homework..ADIOS! |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 09:40am 29/05/2004 |
| |
im going to go to this border angels thing. its where people give water at the california part of the border for mexicans trying to get into the US. so many people die of starvation and i think it would be cool to help out. it sounds cool. so yeah, yesterday was hella fun. me and monica went to JBX(rich people jack in the box) and it was soo funny. they had like a fireplace and all. we had french fries and a shake and omg..they were soooo good. and there were a lot of dips u can pick from..lol..we also went to like EVERY beach in southern cali..lol..we walked, trying to find mr. q...haha..and this guy was like following us and looking at me and monica..and he was like right right behind me..so i was all "wow, theres dad" and he kept following us...and i was like "boy i need to take my herpes medication" for him to like STOP following us...so we like ran down from the pier and took a hard right to the police department and he stopped following us..SUCCESS! then we went to this kickass cigar/other stuff shop...they had bob marley shit, che shit, and all the good incense and stuff...i so wanted to get like EVERything there! its like MY store...i gtg..ttyl |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| |
|
|
| 01:53pm 23/05/2004 |
| |
Yeah, IM FUCKING BORED AND NO ONE CARES... just like to say that out loud |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
|
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
andconfused18's journal